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kereta diisi minyak penuh, 2 hari sebelum praktikal kereta di hantar servis. kad touch & go pun sudah di topup! syukur pd Allah.. izinkan suamiku untuk beri sokongan. bulan lepas, ke PKNS. beberapa helai bj kurung dibelanja suami untuk dipakai sepjg praktikal.

malam sebelum praktikal, sahabat-sahabat hantar sms - mendoakan yg terbaik utkku semasa praktikal nnt.

dalam hatiku syukur tak terkata. melangkah ke sekolah dgn iringan doa dan 'bj kurung baru' tingkatkan moodku utk semangat berjuang.

hari pertama, sujud syukur pd Allah. berjalan lancar. walaupun ada cubaan sana sini ku anggap sbg tarbiyah ringan dr Allah, mudah-mudahan tidak patahkan semangatku. amin.

insyaAllah masih ada 12 minggu utk ku tempuhi. semoga setiap langkahku diiringi rahmatNya, amin.

Etika Guru - Imam Al Ghazali

kitab Ihya' ku belek. sengaja menyelak helaian bertajuk Etika Guru dan Murid. dalam kitab, tugas pembimbing atau guru diterangkan. antaranya :-

* guru tidak boleh seperti jarum - beri pakaian kepada orang lain, sedang dia sendiri telanjang.

* guru tidak boleh seperti sumbu lampu - menerangi sesuatu selainnya, sedang dia sendiri terbakar.

1. sayang murid dan memperlakukan seperti anak sendiri

Nabi s.a.w "aku bg kalian adalah ibarat ayah bagi anaknya". (HR Abu Dawud & Ahmad)

guru ajar murid utk mencapai redha Allah semata-mata, yakni berorientasi kpd kehidupan

akhirat = orang yang menuju Allah dan menempuh jalan kepadaNya. hendaklah jalan ini jauh

dari persaingan tidak sihat dan permusuhan.

2. seorang guru tidak diperbolehkan untuk meminta upah atas ilmu yang diajarkannya.

meskipun dia memiliki saja terhadap para murid, tp jasa tersebut sebanding dgn keberadaan

mereka sbg penyebab kedekatannya kpd Allah s.w.t, iaitu melalui penanaman ilmu dan iman

dalam hati mereka.

3. tidak menahan sedikit pun dari nasihat, spt melarang murid utk memasuki suatu tingkatan

sebelum waktunya dan menyelami ilmu yang tersembunyi (al-khafi) sebelum menguasai

hukum-hukum yang terang (al-jali).

4. menasihati para murid dan melarang mereka agar tidak memiliki akhlak yang tercela, iaitu

melalui sindiran tanpa menjatuhkan harga diri mereka. guru harus terlebih dulu istiqamah,

kalau tidak nasihat tidak akan bermanfaat. meneladani perbuatan lebih kuat daripada

menaati perkataan (modelling).

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the visitors.

sometimes you found yourself visited by your pasts. it could be anything or anyone. and it could be your sins. drop by in your thoughts, your emotions.. you felt dirty instantly, and of course guilty and embarrassed. you wish you could turn back time.

hoping desperately you could change your history. but then after a few moments, you feel glad and in fact thankful to Allah for everything that occurred. when your sins haunt you, hug you tightly, conquered your mind and your emotions. you feel suffocate and stuck, as if there is no way you do would change anything. you search for a second chance but yet you know it wasn't easy.

you still commit sins along your journey..
purposely or accidentally..

you feel like no one understand, no one will support until you fell and got deeply injured.

you cried.

again.

your eyes burnt, with your hot tears.

then somehow, as if someone lift your chin, your view locked at the beautiful sky - "oh, there is Allah", you told yourself silently.

again, you build your hope in your heart. you dare to have dreams again. but now, every step you take would be very slow. you won't simply do things. you would refer to Allah. you pray for Allah's guidance and love always.

and now..

you realize it is important to be visited by your pasts (sins), to help you develop a better you, to help you always crave for Allah's help, to help you live according to Al-Quran and As-Sunnah.

our sins are not to be repeated but to be repented.

ready to know the answer?

there are times, when u feel like life is pushing you around and you feel so overwhelmed, feels like you have no control over it that you, once and for all, want to take over your life again, insyaAllah.

Allah's promise in Ar-Ra'd:11, how many of us really understand it? how many of us truly practice it?

again, almost 24 years of living in this world, i feel like i know nothing of Quran. reading it and practicing it are two different way of showing our appreciation to Allah for giving us such a magnificent writing masterpiece.

umar al-khattab, the 2nd caliph - even the Satans are afraid of him insyaAllah. not only because he read Quran but he truly practice it. there is no way haq and batil
together in the same place at once.

if there is haq then there is no batil.

if there batil then there is no haq.

which of these two do we represents?

subhanallah, a journey without u Ya Allah, is better no journey at all.

all eyes are on me. i know. including Yours.. but how Ya Rabbi to have my mind and my heart focus only on 'Your Eyes?'

instill my heart and my whole life learning and loving Quran takes a lot of courage to do so.

i need that courage Ya Rabb.

amin.

i want that courage Ya Khaliq.

amin.

tests and challenges comes in thousands of different ways for thousands of different people.

only those who succeed, enters Your heaven.

only those who succeed, gains Your rahmat.

only those who succeed, gains Your redha.

o Allah, have me as one of your slaves who succeed (duniawi ukhrawi), amin ya rabbal alamin.

Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim.

Guide me, always, please..

i'm begging you.

in Az-Zariyat:56, Allah declared to us (yes to you as well, you know who you are) - "And I (Allah) created not the jinns and humans except they should worship Me (alone)".

should we waste any more of our precious limited time in this fana world doing something against Allah's order? maybe today, or tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow Allah decide to move us to the next alam - alam barzakh!

i found it weird when some people don't believe in Jinns when Allah has clearly stated about them in the Quran.

Surah Al-Jinn, then what is it for?

subhannallah.

in fact in history of Nabi Sulaiman a.s jinns history were told from time to time.

dear, beloved readers
take time read An-Naml:38-39.

so when we are searching for answers in our life, be prepared. in every aspect. because sometimes we may not like the answer. innalillahi wa innailaihirojiun.

those who don't understand, tell them. if they decide not to understand, then it is not your job to have them understand.

again, when there is moment we went through that we feel so hard to overcome, take time to believe Allah's promise in al-baqarah:286. we wont get dissapointed, insyaAllah.

dear readers,
lets ask ourselves from time to time,
who do we fear?
The Creator or the things He created?
ready to know the answer?

Cabaran

sejak bulan lepas aku suami buat 'program' baru dalam rumah tangga kami. selain untuk lebih mengenali, 'program' itu juga insyaAllah asbab untuk upgrade diri masing-masing. 'program' itu kami panggil The Challenges. insyaAllah setiap bulan akan ada target untuk kami capai. Alhamdulillah bulan lepas, both of us reached our targets.


mine = hafal surah al-baqarah:285 & 286
zauji = bagi ceramah at least 6 kali.

untuk April,

mine = jemaah subuh at least 3 times a week
zauji = siapkan 6 buku bahasa inggeris


insyaAllah cabaran ini mampu untuk jadi asbab kami terus amalkan segala ilmu krn Allah.

p/s:looking forward for my next month's challenges!