I have no appropriate experience of baking cookies on my own.
I had a few baking experiences with my Nenek before and since it was with guidance the result was definitely delicious, Alhamdulillah.
Well, recently I wanted to broaden my cooking 'expertise area', I wanted to try bake biscuits. It was all because I stumbled upon a-very-easy-you-can-close-your-eyes-while-baking kind of recipe, so I excitedly decided to try.
I can still recall the joy and excitement I contain while I was preparing the dough. I even visualize in my mind that my family would praise my cookies and how (simply) talented I am in baking.
(perasan kan?)
Anyway, the result.
tada!!
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Ok, you guys can laugh. It's not like I can hear you.
:p
Tell you, I cried.
I was facing severe devastation & frustration.
(mengadakan? I know)
In my mind : "wuuaaahhh! penat je perasan awal-awal, sekali tak jadi."
But still, out of reasons, instead of dumping all the hideous looking cookies in my trash bin, I tasted it.
MasyaAllah! It's edible!! (hehe). The biscuits were still crunchy, the choc chip was nicely warm and soft, only the bottom part was a bit struggle to bite.
:p
Even my family agreed it was nicely bake, you know for a 1st timer.
:)
They made my cookies their snacks, & I was deeply touched.
I learnt just a lot from this experience. I genuinely feel Allah has taught me a great lesson.
Somehow I felt, my effort was rewarded by Allah rather than my achievement . Thank you Allah for instilling in me the strength and courage to explore my abilities. For not because of you, I may never know.
I love you Allah.