Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Now, I know, insyaAllah :')

Every soul shall taste death.
I sometimes spend a moment in my life, wondering how I will 'depart'.
I honestly just can't figure. Afraid is not even a question, as it is inevitable.
This morning, somehow Allah tested me in little pain.
After Subh prayer, I was so ache I laid down on My Imam's lap.
A thought occurred to me - this is how I want to depart.

Lying calmly on My Imam's lap, with his fingers caressing my forehead,
his other hand lightly patting my arm. I feel secured. I pray to Allah to 'invite' me this way, amin.
When my aurah is fully covered and my loved ones are nearby to ease off my pain.




A song I recently get acquainted with.
I want to dedicate to My Imam.

:')


And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
your heart to me.

Alhamdulillah.

Abang,
you are (one) of the most precious treasure Allah give me to.
You are worth all the wait, insyaAllah.
Let's pray to Allah to keep us together till Jannah.
Amin.

I love you.

2 comments:

HuBBy said...

"Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikannya di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang.¨ (Ar-Rum: 21)

Telah ditakdirkan bahawa engkau adalah pasangan untukku, menjadi peneman solehah bersamaku merentas becaknya denai-denai kehidupan ini. InsyaAllah. Kesesuaian ini telah kupohon dalam setiap doaku padaNya, dalam setiap sujudku, dalam setiap ibadah hajat dan doaku selama ini. Tanpa jemu. Besar kurniaanNya kepada kita.

Maafkan aku kiranya tiada harta yang mewah, mutiara atau kilauan permata kupersembahkan dalam hidupmu. Janji-janji Allah bahawa seorang wanita yang solehah itulah mutiara syurga buat suaminya walaupun kekayaan duniawi tidak terhampar di kakimu.

i love u too ;)

Zarina Zaimi said...

:') terharu ni.. *hugs tightly* xpa abg, nak beli mutiara kat dunia ni pun syg tak kesah.. hehehe.. :p abg, syg dah cukup mewah dgn kehadiran abg dlm hidup syg.. i love u my polar bear :)