Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Harry Potter!

Almost every blog I've came across busy promoting - Harry Potter. Oh, I can't wait to watch it myself...

Monday, November 29, 2010

Pemikiran Islam

Sebelum ke kuliah, Sabtu baru-baru ni ;] Bekal dan botol air ; benda wajib!

Alhamdulillah. Kuliah pemikiran Islam dah selesai. Cukup 4 minggu! InsyaAllah akan datang – tajuk kuliah lain pula ;] Kuliah pemikiran Islam bimbingan : Prof. Madya Dr. Wan Suhaimi Wan Abdullah [very humble and down to earth lecturer] – high respect for him. InsyaAllah sedikit perkongsian : sebagai peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga ;)

Saya tulis berdasarkan kefahaman saya sewaktu kuliah Prof. Mungkin tak sempurna ;) Sebarang penambahbaikan – (sangat) dialu-alukan. . .

Barat membina tamadun berdasarkan pemikiran tetapi tidak tamadun Islam – selain akal, kita umat yang ‘terbina’ berdasarkan wahyu. Islam mengamalkan sikap yang sederhana dalam peranan akal : yakni

a) Tidak terlalu agungkan

b) Tidak menolak terus.

Kita sebagai khalifah Allah di muka bumi (bacaan tambahan, buku : On Being Khalifah of Allah). Saya yakin ramai yang tahu dialog Allah s.w.t dan malaikat yang ‘mempersoalkan’ perlantikan kita (manusia) sebagai khalifah Allah s.w.t di muka bumi. Kemudian Allah s.w.t ajar Nabi Adam a.s, baru malaikat nampak kelebihan kita – ada AKAL! = keupayaan untuk memahami.

Dalam buku : On Being Khalifah of Allah – penulis banyak kali menekankan perkara kita, manusia sering lupa tanggungjawab kita sebagai khalifah. Kata penulis : “Concept of Khalifah is very motivational”. Dalam kuliah, Prof. pun berpendapat macam tu. InsyaAllah manusia BOLEH berubah bila sedar peranan dan tanggungjawab ini! Allah s.w.t lantik kita kerana Allah s.w.t TAHU keupayaan kita. InsyaAllah bila semua manusia sedar (harap-harap, amin) dia pegang tanggungjawab – secara automatic, dia akan berubah menjadi lebih baik.

Prof. bagi contoh : di sekolah. Budak nakal, bila cikgu lantik jadi pengawas, lazimnya dia akan jadi pelajar yang lebih bertanggungjawab dan berdisiplin. Pengalaman saya, memang tak nafikan benda ni. Kawan-kawan yang nakal kat sekolah dulu, memang jadi baik bila cikgu disiplin lantik jadi pengawas ;]

Lebih menakjubkan lagi, bila semua manusia sedar tanggungjawab ini, secara tak langsung : manusia akan bersatu. Tak kisah latar belakang kita sebab matlamat semua sama! Mana tahu kan, satu hari nanti, 1 Malaysia 1 Akidah!

Kita kena ingat kita ni makhluk yang hebat dari makhluk yang lain. Prof. bagi contoh : burung boleh terbang tetapi asbab akal manusia, kita pun boleh ‘terbang’. Ikan boleh berenang, asbab akal manusia, kita pun boleh berenang. In fact, dalam keadaan tertentu kita boleh berenang / selam jauh lebih dalam ke dasar laut berbanding ikan. MasyaAllah! Kalau fikir & muhasabah, memang insaf kan. Kita rasa terharu sangat Allah bagi kemuliaan ni.

Kita kena sentiasa ingat : manusia dipertanggungjawabkan di atas ketundukan makhluk lain. Ketundukan kat sini, maksudnya – api, Allah sifatkan dia : panas. Sepanjang hayat kita : tak pernah pula tiba-tiba api jadi sejuk (kecuali kes Nabi Ibrahim). Kalau jadi macam ni, kita pun keliru. Esok nak masak guna api ke air. Contohnya lah kan. Kita tak mungkin boleh tadbir alam kalau Allah s.w.t tak izizkan alam ‘tunduk’ dan beri manfaat pada kita.

Sebab tu kita tak boleh riak. Semua yang berlaku sebab izin Allah s.w.t.

Barat yang keliru – asal usul manusia, cipta pelbagai teori termasuk kepercayaan manusia ni berevolusi. Prinsip kita untuk tolak teori revolusi : Surah At-Tin: 4.

“Sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia dalam bentuk sebaik-baiknya.”

InsyaAllah sebagai muqaddimah, semoga Allah s.w.t kurniakan taufiq dan hidayah pada saya untuk berkongsi lagi.

Shopping ;]

InsyaAllah I'll start working this coming Wednesday. Finally! ;] After months of lazying on my couch, surfing the internet, I now have my official job - as a English + Art&Craft teacher. Yippie! One thing that bother me though is that I never have any experience (apart from primary and secondary school), learning English formally. Alhamdulillah I was exposed to speaking English when I studied at international school in Singapore. If a sentence is incorrect, well to me simply because : it doesn't sound right. Never expect me to explain from the academic perspective. I guess I need to learn English soon.

Photos below are me and my sister, Aida - went shopping.

Enjoy!

We went to McD, to get our breakfast there ;/
I was nauseous after drinking the coffee. I'm definitely not a coffee person.




We went Times Square - the price there is beyond cheap! Yummy. . .


Except for this bag though ;[



My shopping partner - now & forever.. heee~

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Sayang suami, kongsi-kongsikan? ;]

Kalau cakap bab bermadu / poligami : memang kita kaum hawa tak senang duduk. Bayangannya pun dah cukup ngeri. Salah satu cara nak pujuk hati : Allah uji ikut tahap iman masing-masing. Tapi dalam kes saya, minta dijauhkan. Dengar je isu ni, cepat-cepat sebut nauzubillah.

Semenjak saya secara rasmi menjadi isteri kepada seorang ustaz, memang sudah tentu latar belakang kawan-kawan baru saya, rata-rata ustaz. Kenalan suami, secara tak langsung kenalan saya juga ;]

Tidak dinafikan, segelintir ustaz yang saya kenal, memang beristeri lebih dari satu. Nak kata kagum . . . tak juga.. pelik? memang. Terdetik dalam hati saya, ustaz yang amalkan poligami ni, popular, sering ke sana sini, termasuk luar negara untuk berdakwah tapi masih mampu untuk komited dengan lebih dari seorang isteri. Kalau 2, boleh tahan lagi.. tapi yang 4? hhmm..

Tapi bila saya fikir-fikir balik, isteri-isteri ustaz tu pun tak bising, kenapa saya pula yang perlu sibuk... kan?

Iya, saya dan suami Allah takdirkan bercinta selepas nikah (alhamdulillah). Jadi perasaan sayang saya terhadap suami bertambah sedikit demi sedikit. Akhlak yang Allah bagi pada suami, sentuh hati saya perlahan-lahan. Tidak terus cinta dan sayang sepenuh hati. Jadi, saya memang kurang bab-bab cemburu ni. Rasa secure sangat sampai memang tak kisah kalau setakat ada perempuan lain tengok suami, atau suami saya sendiri 'tertengok' perempuan lain. ;]

Kebetulan pula suami saya ustaz. InsyaAllah sering dijemput untuk bagi ceramah sana-sini. Pakcik-pakcik atau makcik-makcik yang kebetulan dengar suami saya bagi ceramah, kadang-kadang ada yang tanya,

"Ustaz dah nikah?"

"Dah." jawab suami ringkas, sambil senyum

Bila kahwin dengan ustaz, baru saya perasan. . . lelaki kategori ustaz ni memang 'limited edition'. Secara tak langsung, memang direbut orang ramai. Kawan-kawan perempuan saya pun ada yang cakap, "Bila I kahwin nanti nak suami macam suami Ina."
Gulp!

Saya jawab balik,

"Suami macam suami Ina boleh, suami Ina tak boleh."

;]

(no title)



Hubby and I went to Imam Mus' s house - for :

Doa Selamat ;]


( I couldn't find hubby though, he was with his acquaintances)

Friday, November 26, 2010

I grew tired

of people asking me . . . why I didn't apply for posting?

If I have to answer them on the spot, of course little arguments would occur. So instead of explaining (in details) of my reasons, I merely said : "I feel like working in different & new environment."

Then, smiled.

Ok, now I let you know ( even if you are not wondering).

If I'm working - I want to work in English-Islamic modern kind of environment, a place that practice Islamic values but English based and clean + up-to-date facilities. At the same time : applying psychology - still based on Islamic practice. Tell you, before I applied for such job, I checked thoroughly on my (future) employer. I need to know who I'd be working with. (Thanks to Google) ;]

The pay of course is not up to Degree standard but then insyaAllah, it's not my concern (so far). Besides my husband is working. InsyaAllah we could have a decent living. (in my case I live more than luxury already, alhamdulillah) ;]

Spending more than 10 years in local school - made me realize that I no longer want to be a part of it. Though I do appreciate the teachers I had experienced with, but the thought of working in such environment make me feel uneasy.

I believe in holistic education kind of system - so I guess I want to work on something I truly believe in. In fact, when I'm working I want to stay within my jemaah. My iman suffers the ups and downs, I need someone around to constantly remind me. That includes my working environment. No more secular education for me. I poor those who still practice them. Why separate knowledge with The One who create it? Our Khaliq.

Alhamdulillah, I'm glad to say that I got 5 jobs offered. Then I also believe Allah guide my heart to choose the best for my religion, dunia wa akhirah. Amin. The best part of my job would be - the ukhuwah circle. It's going to be like when I was in uni. I miss usrah or halaqah - terribly. I need some kind of 'force' to push me to join it again. So hopefully, my working environment have that kind of 'force'

Ya Allah,
please allow me to have a good relationship with my colleague, amin.

Chill people. InsyaAllah I know what I'm doing.

So,


Thursday, November 25, 2010

I'm seriously jealous

, , , of my friends who already started on their journey in pursuing their (Master) studies. In my heart I want to as well. After a lot of time spend - on consideration : I guess "I have to postpone".

My husband is also a part-time student - that make me feel even more envious. ugh!

But then we can't afford to be students at the same time. especially on - time!

We may live in the same house together - but hardly meet. Serious. My husband is a one busy man.

He did warn me about this - when we were engaged. But then he promise me - no matter how busy he will be or how late he reach home every night, he will always sleep with me - e.v.e.r.y n.i.g.h.t!

He is occupied with work + ceramah + invitation + study . . . that make him (sometimes) exhausted when he reached home.

This situation is not safe & healthy for my marriage and I believe any other marriage - one of the spouse have to be ready and healthy when the other one is not so.

In fact, i just graduated from my (not-so-hard) study in UPM. I know I need some time to rest from any experience of formal study. Though I won't stop informally.

Zarina you will pursue your study. InsyaAllah.
Complete your foundation first, then insyaAllah we will see what Allah have in store for you.
Ok dear?

Ok

;]

Feel like going to Paris next year'



Hubby said . . . "cannot - tak mampu" ;]




song - courtesy of Nab.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Check it Out ;]




Super Happy!!

Salam :-* Ina siht? Akak dapat posting kat Damansara.

-Kak Dyhar -

I'm super duper happy. It means I'm going to be living nearby Kak Dyhar soon, amin.

Alhamdulillah. Ya Allah this is great news.

:]

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I highly recommend -

you go to this website, there is a lot to read!


Trust me,


InsyaAllah the readings will recall our promise to Allah _ way before we were born.

Books titled such as :


Praying _

I'm (officially) having a relationship with my bank officer and my lawyer. I call them (almost) once a week to get updates regarding purchasing our house. Tell you, I never imagined buying a house would be this leceh! Honestly, I thought it was as simple as purchasing a handbag _ you pay, then you own it : immediately!

In my experience, Alhamdulillah both of my : lawyer + bank officer are very friendly and helpful. I believe at 1 point, they are expecting my calls once a week by now. The process seems forever. I'm praying hard to Allah to have me and my husband moving soon and yes we truly appreciate your doa as well, dear readers ;)

Just to share : I think it is very important that you co-operate with bank officer and lawyer that you feel comfortable working with. It may take some time to 'search' for them, but in the end insyaAllah you will know it's worth it. Before I made decision which bank should I go for loans I had my survey _ I went from one bank to another. & to make things easy : I went to KLCC since most of the banks are operated there / Maybank, RHB, Bank Rakyat, CIMB. I went one by one discussing from A to Z - the procedure in purchasing property. Don't worry if your questions sound silly | because you really want to equip yourself with much info as possible |

When you are buying a house it's not like spending rm2. it's a lot a lot a lot more than that! Trust me. So go ahead ask anything and everything you want to know. So from this (never-ending) asking question, you can find out : who is the bank officer you will (insyaAllah) feel comfortable working with. Their professionalism, knowledge, ability, friendliness, hospitality etc were the criteria I considered other than the rate the bank offer, of course! After hours of surveying I finally found the winner ;) Alhamdulillah.

Then regarding lawyer _ yes, it is undeniable if you share the same lawyer with your vendor (in my case we purchase second-hand property), the procedure will speed up and shortens but I highly recommend you have your own lawyer representing your purchase. It seems hassle and everything and of course the fee is expensive but it's safer when you have your own lawyer insyaAllah ;} Again, ask her anything you want. Don't hesitate.

Anyway, I present to you a piece of my (future) house. It's a condominium, located at PJ - complete with almost any facilities I'd want. It's very clean and seems safe insyaAllah with all the security system.

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Tada!


Yes, we have swimming pool. My hubby and I are considering to have our (future)
house-warming (+ doa selamat) in this area. Cool isn't it? ;]

;]

If people are trying to pull you down, be proud of it.
Because it only confirms you are above them.

Shikha Mishra

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I need


clothes


notebook (+ set of stationary) ;]


handbag -

&

pair of shoes,

since I'm starting to work soon _ need a whole new wardrobe to boost my energy (& mood)

;]

Thank you, Abang, (heee~)

Zarina, happy shopping!

(*_^*)



You have seen nothing like marriage for increasing the love between two people.

Reported by At-Tirmidhi, Hadeeth.

*Love 1 Another~

You will not enter Paradise until you have faith and you will not have faith until you love one another. Do you want me to tell you something you can do to make you love one another? Make it a habit to greet one another with “Assalamu Alaykum!” - peace upon you.

Reported by Muslim, Hadeeth.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

I always find a way..

to soften my heart when people (keep) asking me about baby. I wish I could pause the moment and erase that person memory from asking. I could feel people asking me because they care when some others asking me because they don't. Allah allowed me to come across people making fun of me and my husband for not having baby yet. It hurt so badly that I want to slap that person right on the spot. But until today, I didn't. I would bit my tongue, chocked back my tears and swallowed my words (& pride). Looking at the person straight in the eye and (try super hard) to smile - a faint (+ fake) smile.

Allah knows the best for everyone. I believe in this _ this thought make me calm and strong. I kept on finding reasons why Allah is not giving us baby yet . . . out of so many, there is one that I believe suit my heart the best. Reminiscing . . .

As a child and adolescent, I grew up in 'hell'. I was feeling insecured and neglected all the way. Feeling hopeless and helpless created a few holes in my heart emptied without love. Growing up believing that there is no end to my misery _ somehow make me rather unlovable kind on person. I'm not blaming others for this pain _ in fact I'm thankful, Allah is giving me test so I'm emotionally tough and when I'm happy I'm still able to balance my feeling and feel grateful to Allah.

Before married, my husband and I, we didn't date like others, though we did contact through emails and phone calls so at one point I believe Allah is allowing us to have more time of our own before He is giving us a baby to be responsible to. Through my husband, Allah is instilling my heart with love and care so hopefully by the time we have a child I'm capable enough to love someone whole-heartedly, unconditionally.

I'm feeling a bit relief after writing this. Deep in my heart, I know Allah will give us one when we are ready from His perspective just when He allow me to marry when I'm ready from His perspective. Alhamdulillah for the guidance Ya Rabb. Keep guiding me please, amin.

(: More than happy!



Alhamdulillah, I got to celebrate my Eid-ul Adha with my dear beloved father.
I hardly see him lately. He is super busy with his work - hardly in Malaysia since he's got to travel a lot for his work. Suffering from headache pains feel a lot comfy when I got to spend blissful day with my loved ones, alhamdulillah. I'm super grateful for that. Thank you Allah. Ziarah is a very good ibadat to keep up our energy. Don't you agree? We feel happy by making others feel happy. I love it. Hoping I can make it istiqamah, amin.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Headache!

I'm suffering from headache for quite sometimes already. My headache has now become my monthly visitor. When I'm suffering from the pain, I can feel my headache is enjoying bullying me. Take it as kafarah will calm my heart a bit. I pray to Allah there is nothing major behind this pain - hoping it's simply headache.

I'm suffering since yesterday. Hubby couldn't attend me as he was at work. I was so in pain I wished he was at home accompanying me, pampering me. Today is Eidul Adha, I'm still at home but not my husband. He's at masjid helping here and there. We are planning to go out later after Zohor to ziarah insyaAllah. Well I just hope I can make it, amin.

;]

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

/Salam to Our Prophet/

Jibrail (As) once said, “Allah gave me the knowledge to count every leaf on Earth, every fish in the sea, every star in the sky and every particle of sand on earth. But, there is only one thing I can’t count.” The Prophet (SAW) asked, “What is that?” Jibrail (AS) replied, “When one of your Ummah recites his salaam to you, the blessing of Allah showers upon him and it becomes impossible for me to count.

Monday, November 15, 2010

. . . My Baby ~

She's 21!

It's means we've been with each other 21 years already, alhamdulillah ;]

We had spent 21 years of laughing, loving, giggling, gossiping, hating, cursing, angel-ing, dating, eating, fighting, sleeping, smiling, arguing, shopping, evil-ing, cooking, baking, cheese-caking, ZARA-ing, ice-creaming, travelling, eye-rolling, sharing, laying, slumber-partying, crying, hurting, caring (the list goes on) TOGETHER ;]

Praying to Allah for more memorable moments to come for both of us.

Ya Allah
Please present Aida a soleh and rich husband soon, amin.

;]

Dear Aida, I love you so mucho!


Saturday, November 13, 2010

We're Back/ ;]

Alhamdulillahi Robbilalamin.

We served Allah sujud syukur for taking us home - safe and sound, still in 1 piece ;]

The volcano eruption was 10 hours drive from the place we stayed in, 2 days in Bukit Tinggi and 1 day in Padang. We definitely preferred Bukit Tinggi as the weather there were chilly and sometimes cool. The air, masyaAllah was so fresh. I bet my lungs enjoyed it as well.

The food was so-so. I didn't really enjoy as the food was more santan-based kind of food. I hardly ate when I was there.

;[

Then the hotel - we stayed 2 nights at The Hills, Bukit Tinggi. Allah entertained us with such a beautiful view. We were surrounded by hills. And it was constantly raining there, fine misty raining _ so it didn't interrupt our activities and shopping schedule ;] I'd recommended this hotel to you. I'd woke up to this silent that I really have enjoyed then spent a few minutes at the balcony to view THE VIEW before me. Subhanallah. You have to go there to understand what I'm saying.

Then 1 night at The Aliga. They claimed it was 3 star hotel but they didn't even have iron. I went back to Malaysia without having my clothes pressed. It somehow annoyed me. Would I recommend this hotel though? hhhhmmm, why not? Since the staff there were so polite so I'd forgive them for not having iron but the check-in procedure here was not as smooth as The Hills. They required a lot.

Shopping - I still don't get it why people brag about Indonesia are selling cheap stuff when I noticed prices there were as same as Malaysia. Scarf (60 inci) was 50000 Rupiah and that equals to around RM17-RM18. Same as the one at Jalan Tar ey? Then the coconut juice was 6000 Rupiah = RM2.50 per glass. We can get RM1 for the plastic cup here in Malaysia. heee~ The telekong and kain pasang 4 meter yes super duper cheap! I'm not exaggerative on this one.

Overall was OK, what really matter was I got to enjoy all this moments with the one I truly love.
I can't be thankful enough for that. Alhamdulillah.

Friday, November 12, 2010

-Padang, Indonesia}






TQ Emi ;]

Alhamdulillah, feeling a bit better after reading Emi's blog.
Allah knows everything right?


What Would You Do,

if someone you know, suddenly come all over you and claim all the things they 'believe', they deserve? When the truth is, they don't?

I keep myself away from those people because I don't know what to say.

What would you do?

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Preparing for 'D.E.A.T.H?'

As you all know, my husband and I insyaAllah are going to Padang, Indonesia to celebrate our first year anniversary. Again, as we all know West Sumatra is now suffering from chaos due to natural disaster occurred recently.

Honestly, our hearts are content with anxiety and excited all at the same time. We don't want to cancel our plan. We simply Tawakal. If death decide to visit us, it can be anywhere. We pray to Allah to die as Muslim, that's all that matter, insyaAllah.

The thought of dying, scared me to death. I don't think I'm ready - yet. But thinking again, I never know when I will. I hope not to suffer during sakaratul maut nor the life after my death, amin. I'm scared of the 'imagination' living alone there.

This morning our neighbor asked my husband where is TUDM Subang as he need to pick up his friend there. His friend is a Malaysian student studying in Indonesia. He had to be sent home because you-know-why.

This news made our hearts flip. Yes, my anxiety level increase but I didn't tell my husband. I don't want to burden him with my thoughts. I just want to let Allah decide.

Anyway, to all readers who know me and my husband _

We want to sincerely apologize for all misunderstanding, for all the wrongdoings.
If we never come back, please 'visit' us with your doa and blessings.

;]

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Attn: Single Ladies!

Well, I couldn't agree more.
Allah knows the best for His servants.
Pray and Tawakal (always), insyaAllah there won't be disappointment.
Remember ladies, your hubby own one of your tulung rusuk.
Let Allah match you both as you will feel a lot calmer with His desicion, insyaAllah.
I'm saying this based on experiences.
There is a soleh man for you out there.
Worries not.
After all, it's better to be with NO one than be with the WRONG one, ey?

;]

Cinta Nabi pada Kita (':


Preparing for The Hereafter..

pic from : fizzkilyfit.tumblr.com

Which group would we want to be in?

Let's start preparing from now, insyaAllah.

Dear Zarina Zaimi


So insyaAllah, let's begin with Istighfar, shall we?

Thursday, November 4, 2010

~ InsyaAllah..


I can accept when someone belittle me, being so calculative with me, doesn't appreciate me, look down on me, laugh about me, despise me, hate me, ignore me, forget me, betray me

but..

I can't never accept when that someone is
MY Husband (wa'iyadzubillah).
Allah created him so charm and gentle and I pray Allah will let him stay the same abadan abada,
amin ya rabbal alamin.

To Maintain THE Love* ;}


InsyaAllah whenever we are

cooking,

chopping onions,

stirring the soups,

frying,

preparing dinner,

washing vegetables / fruits,

etc..

accustomed ourselves with zikr :

Ya Wadud.


source : My Hubby ;]

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Where in the world is...

Damansara Jaya?!

I just received an SMS :

ZARA, Massimo Dutti and Pull & Bear "Warehouse Clearance" is back from 4-7 Nov, 11am-8pm at Atria Shopping Centre, Damansara Jaya. Lots of great buy from RM9.90!

(definitely not-to-be-missed-event)

:]


Abang...
(cakap dgn nada sopan lagi menggoda) ;]

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

To-Do list.

InsyaAllah we are going somewhere to celebrate our 1st year anniversary, it still in Asia though. We can't afford to go to Europe - yet.
After months of planning, my husband and I are really hoping things will go as planned. We are praying to have a safe trip, hoping you all will pray for us as well.

We will depart at 7:50am, therefore we should reach LCCT at by 5:00am. Lucky for me and my husband, we have a (very) dear friend willing to send us to LCCT at 3:00am. He's an Imam at the Masjid my husband is working. So Imam Mus and my husband are pretty close. (yes, he's still single ladies but not sure though whether or not he is available)

Anyway, for the last two weeks, I did nothing but re-packing our luggage for the trip. MasyaAllah, I'm so excited. The mere thought manage to put a (wide) smile on my lips ;]

So, the list!

1. Check our passport.
2. Go to money-changer.
3. Roughly imagine what to purchase while in Padang.
4. Final check on luggage.
5. Print out our tickets.
6. Double check with Andalusia for the driver's (in Padang) background.
7. Make sure we have comfy shoes to accompany us during vacation.
8. Pray to Allah (always) to have things go accordingly, amin.
9. (again) check the ticket.


p/s : Mus, Kak Ina promote awak ni ;]

Refreshing our Iman ;]

Accustomed ourselves with _

zikr : Lailaha Ilallah.
(source : Muntakhab Ahadith)

Monday, November 1, 2010

Teguran Rasulullah s.a.w

kepada sahabat yang ketawa.

Suatu ketika Rasulullah s.a.w dalam perjalanan untuk menunaikan solat lalu Baginda s.a.w ternampak satu kumpulan orang yang sedang ketawa berdekah-dekah sehingga menampakkan gigi. Rasulullah s.a.w telah bersabda "Sekiranya kamu banyak mengingati maut pasti tidak akan berlaku keadaan yang saya lihat ini."

Oleh itu, perbanyakkanlah mengingati maut. Tiada satu hari pun berlalu tanpa kubur berkata,

"Aku ialah rumah kesunyian, rumah keseorangan, rumah debu dan rumah ulat-ulat."

Apabila seorang mukmin dimasukkan ke dalam kubur, maka kubur akan berkata,
"Kedatanganmu dialu-alukan, tersangat baik kerana telah datang kepadaku. Daripada kalangan manusia yang berjalan di atas muka bumi, engkaulah yang paling aku sukai. Hari ini engkau telah datang kepadaku. Engkau akan melihat sebaik-baik layanan daripadaku."

Selepas itu kubur akan meluas sejauh mata memandang. Kemudian akan terbuka satu pintu yang melalui pintu itu akan masuk bayu dan wangi-wangian daripada syurga secara berterusan.

Apabila orang yang berdosa dimasukkan, kubur akan berkata,
"Tiada kata-kata aluan untuk kedatanganmu. Sangat jelek kedatanganmu. Daripada kalangan manusia yang berjalan di atas muka bumi, engkaulah yang paling aku benci. Hari ini engkau telah diserahkan kepadaku, engkau akan melihat layanan daripadaku."

Selepas itu kubur akan menghimpitnya sehingga tulang-tulang rusuk akan berceragah antara satu sama lain. Kemudian 70 ekor ular akan dilepaskan ke atasnya. Sekiranya seekor sahaja ular itu menghamburkan bisa ke bumi, maka sehelai rumput pun tidak akan tinggal. Ular itu akan terus mematuk orang tersebut hingga ke hari kiamat. Selepas itu Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, "Kubur merupakan satu kebun daripada kebun-kebun syurga atau pun satu lembah daripada lembah-lembah neraka."

Sumber : Fadhilat Amal

It's Our Anniversary..

MasyaAllah, how time flies.. It's been a year already ;]

Within one year Allah tarbiyah us a lot. The process was (searching for the right word) beautiful. Of course we had arguments, solat jemaah (praying together) is definitely - the best therapy. When I had to amin my husband's doa, masyaAllah ;] It's blessing.

Abang,
I can't thank Allah enough to have you as my husband. You are (one of) my greatest gift. I'm so grateful to have you as my Imam.

Of course within one year, there were a lot of things I've learned from my husband, one of them are - the beauty of Tawakal ;] Depending (ALWAYS) on Allah really make you feel calm and relax. Right?

It is truly a bless - when Allah instill love in our hearts to take care of each other. Subhanallah.

All I can say is - the journey and process all together are so beautiful.

Never in my mind, I thought I'd ended up marrying an Ustaz, but Allah knows the best for His servants, ey?

Alhamdulillah.

Abang, (insyaAllah) I love you till the end.

Dear Anas Zaini,
Zarina Zaimi


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p/s : dear reader, where are going on a vacation next week to celebrate our anniversary, please pray for our trip. please pray for happy ever after. please pray we will have baby soon. syukran jazillan ;]