sometimes I wish I wasn't born human.
I envy to other creatures, as they are not responsible for the action taken.
Life in this world is so short not any sins worth considering doing.
Istighfar accompany but seems like its never enough.
I'm dying : is a phrase I keep playing in mind. This helps me determine my behavior but not so much on my thoughts and emotion. Jihad needs to take over otherwise I'd be suffocate in my own nafs (Nauzubillah).
I waltz silently alone as how I always prefer.
However, the gentle reminders from people around keeps me focus.
Sometimes I hope everything would end soon but honestly terrified if I'm 'invited' unprepared.
Bismillahi tawakaltu alAllah.
May Allah guide my every step, amin.
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