When all I wanted to hear is

"I'm sorry."

I am completely have no idea how to deal with betrayal. Never have experience on this one ... until recently. I didn't know how to react, how to respond. I just went numb and cried and cried and cried.

Learning counselling for the past 4 years - didn't help much.

I hold to the idea :

"Whose behavior can you control?"

(Reality Therapy : William Glasser)

still couldn't put my mind in focus. I was hurt, badly hurt. Dealing with betrayal : is not easy.

Especially since I never face it before.

Why do people betray?

Sorry let me rephrase.

Why do you betray? When I trust you, I care about you, I adore you.

I mean, seriously, where do you get the idea, to do this to me?

Another lesson learned.

"Move on Zarina. No more tears. You cried enough. Learn to forgive and forget."

I keep telling myself.

Then I'd answer,

"I forgive that person already, but the quote that was said to me is keep on re-playing in my mind again and again."

Now, I see the importance to forget.

InsyaAllah, it is easily forgiven

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but not easily forgotten.